so...my english teacher is waaaay sick
like on the verge of death...or so i'm told
and because of that he will no longer be teaching
now dont get me wrong i greatly dislike school
but this teacher...his students have become
rich && famous from his teachings
yea...so can you blame me for actually
being bummed that he will no longer be teaching?
no you can't

its ridiculous
i mean i can't blame him for getting so sick
but its ridiculous that finally a class
i want to learn in and i am learning in
and then the teacher "quits"

IT'S NOT FREAKING FAIR!!!!!!!!

lil desires :(

heck yea
i turn 18 tomorrow
so...
you know what that means right?
i'm totally leagal whooooooooo
ha ha ha ha

i can't wait for my b-day party
the theme is hollywood glam
insane i know
but to add to the madness...
its a masquerade

yea yea beat that

well yea i will talk to you lator

*mwah*

LiL desires

McCain
hes the one i'm going to vote for
don't even get me started on ALL the reasons i do not want Obama
though i will tell you my number one reason

guns...

first of all guns DO NOT kill people, PEOPLE kill people
guns dont fire on their own believe me they are safe
unless someone stupid decides to, oh i dont know,
see if the gun is loaded by pointing it at someone and pulling the trigger

i grew up with guns and i believe i was about 9 when i first shot a gun
and i have been shooting ever since
i grew up with them to learn how to protect and defend myself
and just because i have guns and know how to use them 
doesn't mean that im just gonna go off and shoot someone

guns are used for hunting, enforcing the law, defence, and just for fun
now i admitt people are killed everyday but not by guns 
but by people who are holding the guns
if you want to do something about that put them in jail 
and not one of those jails where they get jobs and watch tv and all that
no thats not a punishment 
hell some homeless commit crimes just to get in there think about it
a place to stay, free meals, tv and whatever else "prisions" have
and dont even get me started on jails for the rich...no that a topic for another day

what will we do if our guns are taken away? what if someone breaks into your house 
to rob you, or rape/hurt you or your family 
what are you gonna do? beat them off with a stick or ask them nicely to leave?
it won't work and if you think it will your just being dumb
the "bad guys" always have guns and always will 

think about the Prohibition of 1920 did that do anything to stop the drinking?
no, and in fact more people started to drink
apply that to guns and boom double the possesion of guns
guns for the rapists, drug dealers...for the criminals
to them it will just be another law to bend and break

so think about that....


LiL Desires

Lame i know but but what can i say i haven't written in forever and yes i know i've written how many of these "i'm back" entrys...
i guess i can't really promise that i'll be writing everyday but i will try this year i'm a senior big changes
i'm worried about college and things like that which i've been told is normal, but still i can't for the life of me decide on my major
the arts have always been my strong point i was thinking photography, but since i already have a job as a graphic designer 
wouldn't that be the smart decision?
that and what college i should go to...hell i want to go where all my friends will go but that seems a stupid reason doesn't it?
then my family would love it if i went to college near them, and finally i want to go somewhere new
like washington...or new york...or even abroad 
then of course there is the issue of...money 
yea i dont think anybody really even likes to think about that part of going to college
well i'll keep in touch <3



LiL desires

well its been a while to say the least...
i'm sorry to say that i was bitten by the myspace bug...
it happens about once a year , it's where i get addicted to myspace
and must spend every second on there just sitting and clicking refresh
hoping that someone sent me a message that i can reply to
yea yea i know....but you really can't say anything all of you that have 
myspace know what i'm talking about it happens to all of us.
there has been so much going on in my life lately
ummmm where to start??
well lets just say that the changes you face...
you know when your growing up?
yea...i've had to deal with that
and by far it is the suckiest thing in the world!! 
BLEH!
but there is one good thing that came out of this whole mess
i got my loving boyfriend, justen.
he is amazing though some days he can be a total jerk but
i mean what guy isn't??